space-oddity's Diaryland Diary

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j.k. livin'

i don't want to write about new york city or washington d.c. i don't want to write about september 11th.
it's not that i don't care; it's not that i want to forget.
you understand.

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. . . so everything keeps on keeping on.

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i think i may have an ear infection. i'm sick and easily annoyed, and i snapped at the guys tonight.
bad call on my part,
though don't i always make the bad calls?
through reputation of being a relentless bitch at times, i can no longer be jokingly mean or rude.
you know how people take the piss out of each other to be funny.. poke fun.. etc.
i can't do that.
my friends all think i'm serious,
but when they do it, aren't they normally just a little serious about it all on the inside anyways?
but no one calls them out on it, and no one really takes it to heart when they do it,

and i'm sorry if this all sounds too trivial for you right now, and i'm sorry if i'm wasting your time, but i refuse to ..... i refuse....we're all doing the best we can, and all you need is to . . .

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j.k. livin'.

11:15 p.m. - 2001-09-12

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