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for months i've had this problem; well i've thought that i've had this problem.
i was sooooo sick and tired of these stupid guys who come in the store everyday, who come in and go to the porn room, who come in go to the porn room and then leave the room without a movie and then leave the store all together.
"do you need help looking for something?" i'd say.
"no," they'd say as they'd walk past me towards the front doors, staring down at the floor.
what the fuck are they doing??? browsing? wackin' it in the back room when no one's looking??? just what are they doing?
this would bother me like crazy,
and then, finally, someone pointed it out to me, and it all became crystal clear, even a little touching.
the reason why they aren't renting anything is because i'm a woman.
they don't want to rent porn from a woman
because
they either have too much respect for a woman (though they rent degrading porn) or it embarrasses them or i dunno.
they just can't handle a woman checking their porn out to them.
anyways, maybe they are doing it out of respect instead of embarrassment, but, please... give me a break.

i mean, c'mon. hey, i know you. i know you like porn. i know you sat at work all day thinking about how you were going to drive to the video store afterwards and rent a jenna jameson video. i know. don't act like i don't, so please, do us both a favor and stop the "oh, i'm just browsing today" act and rent a fucking movie. i'm sorry i'm the only person on duty, but i'm not sorry that i'm a woman, and please, don't think for one minute you're some how sparing me the dirty truth by not renting when i'm working. i choose to work there; i know what's in that room.

fucking sex addicts.

porn. it amazes me to no end.

2:33 a.m. - 2001-11-15

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