space-oddity's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- new year feelings so i am happy with some parts of my life, and i am unhappy with the other parts. and so it is for everyone else. and i am not trying to wad this up into one big ball of easy-to-consume cheese, but i need time to make these necessary changes, and i am realizing that i really don't need someone to poke and prod and push me into something that i am not sure is correct for me. i am easing into the pool, and i don't understand why this is a problem. i am not asking for an overwhelming applause when i make a decision. i am just asking for the moans of disapproval to cease while i take my time and make up my mind and sit and be indecisive. it is not rocket science; it's just my life. and similar to that, i do not know where i am going with this diary. my gold is running out soon, and i don't think i'll be renewing. it may sound strange, but i think i used to mainly keep up this space out of loneliness, and i have not been so lonely lately. it is difficult to recount my feelings and my day if i've already done it for someone else.... somewhere else. 1:58 pm - 01.27.04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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