space-oddity's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it-is-the-2nd-day-of-august recap feeling very removed and out of my skin. everything feels new. i am looking for an anchor. and now some snippets. . . i never thought i'd be a david gray fan until i saw him the other night. i am grateful to have been invited. while in nashville, we stopped to see an exhibit at the tennessee museum. funny.. everyone who works there seems kind of miffed that we stopped by. i would understand their behavior if the joint had been packed with a bunch of loud tourist types and screaming children, but it wasn't. the museum was a ghost town. what? doesn't anyone go to the museum anymore? i just got the overall vibe that the people working for the museum hate their jobs and are shocked and appalled that they actually have to work from time to time whenever some poor schmuck like myself decides she wants to pop over for a look at some fine art. it had the potential to be a pleasant experience . . but.. no. i am finding a strange kind of comfort in the knowledge that some people don't ever really change. it is true. again.. along the lines of the search for the anchor. when will i learn that standing still isn't half bad? still unpacking. this past week has been a constant flurry of movement and busy-ness. i've finally taken this morning to collect myself. this means that i have done absolutely nothing for the past three hours but think about myself, and it feels spectacular . . and maybe just a tad bit selfish. but i am worth it. and i do deserve this. i love that i am finding you to be absolutely wonderful. i hope you break the mold. i haven't been to work in four days. i have been spoiled by this, and i am seriously thinking about calling in for the day, but where is the responsibility in that? and where is the fun in responsibility? let's throw responsibility out the window. 'kay? okay. a silent sigh. all the time. i have some emails to type. 11:47 am - 08.02.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- update from work i don't have my cable hooked up yet. this is an update from work.. moving went very well. all is grand. i'm glad to be in a new place. see you soon. 1:49 pm - 07.28.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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