space-oddity's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- cottage cheese sandwiches and bomb threats and for the past week or so, i've been eating sandwiches made from wheat bread, chik patties, and cottage cheese. yep. that's right, and it is damn tasty, and not really bad for me at all. i don't eat mayonnaise. i never have liked the stuff, but the cottage cheese kind of takes the place of mayo, giving the sandwich some moisture. doesn't that make your sandwich soggy, leslie? no. just make sure you toast the bread. around 450 calories and 10 grams of fat and 25 grams of protein. god, i'm such a food nerd. moving on... who called my work yesterday with a bomb threat? who did it? 'cos i wish you would have waited to do this in a much cooler month like october or something. it was fucking hot outside, and i sat there sweating and bored for two hours while the police searched the building. then, when the building checked out fine, i had to go back to my desk and sit in sweaty and stinky filth for the rest of my shift. no, i really did smell. yes, i do have the ability to sweat like a pig. the dewy-complexion thing is nothing but smoke and mirrors, kids. 10:22 am - 08.28.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- what it is like to wait i've been writing a lot lately, but you wouldn't know it from reading any of this. i've been sending emails and pieces of myself to the other side of the world. i'd love to share what i've shared over there, but it's just too exhausting to be everywhere at once. that doesn't make sense to anyone... well maybe one. afterthought. and so she's sad. perhaps it is because i am used to devouring them whole. i am accustomed to being the privileged one with my finger constantly on the switch. the aggressor. my choice and say. but this is really what i've always wanted. i'm still waiting to feel what it's like to be broken. and some would say i deserve it. i won't argue. 1:45 am - 08.27.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- waking up feeling frugal keith just called and woke me up from my nap. i'm supposed to go running with him tonight. the funny thing is that i feel so dirty and sweaty from walking around campus in the hot sun all day that i feel like i should take a shower before i meet him........ to run. yeah. i need to go grocery shopping and the whatnot, but i'm feeling poor. do you ever just wake up feeling the need to be frugal on some days? and others you're just spend-spend-spend? it's not that the bottom line on your checking account changes. just the mood that sets the day i guess. maybe tomorrow i'll feel differently. it's just that i've been spending way too much lately. mercy, what a boring entry. i'm going to end this here. 7:06 pm - 08.26.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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